it's been so long since i've updated. i am back again! now the projects deadlines are so close. i am only left with 4 days to complete everything!!! argh. however, i know i can finish.. and will finish it well by the Grace of the Lord. He will be with me and will help me through all these.  that's the AMAZING GRACE of the LORD! :)

I've return to the side of the Lord. Thank you Father. Thank you Jesus. Thank you, Holy Spirit. and of cos not forgetting to thank Eileen Chuah, a God-send friend who brought me back to the house of the Lord. And im attending FCBC now. but not yet in any cell group. God's plan is wonderful. I will be going for the encounter camp with Eileen this coming january in 2007! it will definitely be a great experience for both of us as it is our first time joining the encounter camp! though we will be joining the adult group instead of the youth group. but i believe, He has a purpose for it. :)

I am really grateful to the Lord, for bringing me back. back from the pit where i've fallen. i am alive again. fresh again. reborn again. i am really blessed.

to friends who have backslided, it's time to return to our Father's side. there isnt much time left. Jesus is really coming back soon. Remember His unforsaken Love. He will always welcome you back to Him. Dont be lost anymore. Go back to the One who love you the most.

to those who do not know Christ, He is the only God, the wonderful savior, and the one who create you. :)

God bless the souls who read this post of mine and may the power of the Holy Spirit be upon them, in the name of Jesus Christ.

by God's child,

Yvonne

woke up today unwillingly and went for accounting lecture. i am super tired due to the late night sleep yesterday. however, thank God that i went.. becuase i was able to understand the topic being taught during the lecture.. and if i didnt attend the lecture today, i probably wont get to understand that much. i tried my best not to fall asleep by attentively listening to the lecturer. haha. and i really didnt sleep at all! ok. only at the most later part after the 10 minutes break then i felt sleepy. haha. its normal ok. cos i've really paid my FULL attention during the first part of the lecture. ahha.

today eileen sent me a song through handphone. she says its a very meaningful song. a very wonderful Christian song. ive listened. and it's really touching to know how God really love me and know me deep. the song title is "PSALM 139".

this is an extract from the bible. PSALM 139:

O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.

You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.

Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord.

You hem me in - behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.

Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there;

if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.

If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.

If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me," even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you.

For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

My frame was not hidden from you when I was made inthe secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to me.

How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand.

When I awake, I am still with you.

If only you would slay the wicked, O God! Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!

They speak of you with evil intent; your adversaries misuse your name. Do I not hate those who hate you, O Lord, and abhor those who rise up against you?

I have nothing but hatred for them; I count them my enemies.

Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.

Praise the LORD! He is the all almighty Lord! I dont deserve His love, yet He still loves me. I love You too, Lord. :)

by God's child,

Yvonne

life can be so tiring sometimes. it can be so tired that i want to switch off my hp so that i can be free from any contacts. it can be so tired that i dont want to talk. it can be so tired that i cant laugh whole-heartedly. it can be so tired that i am so desperate. desperate for a ground.

bothered by many things. hoping to get peace at home. i thought it's the only place that i can rest my heart. but it doesnt turn out to be like dat. reached home and got nagged by my mum. and my house is so small that u can hear her nag everywhere. i cant hide under my blanket. and i do not have a room to stay away from her cos my house doesnt have one. and it seems that the only place i can rest my heart is when i am alone while walking from the mrt to my house. that distance is very precious for me. cos it's the only time when i am ALONE. all alone. enjoying the serenity. sorting out my thoughts.

and that's why. i need a ground. to stand on. to let me prove to myself that i am still living. cos i am feeling my heart. yet.. i cant feel anything sometimes.

all these days at imf is really tiring my leg. all my veins are almost coming out. haha. maybe it's due to my weight. all the weight weighing down on my poor small feet. haha. is feet or foot huh? haha. dunno la.

and my cutie MILO is so adorable! haha. LOOK AT HER! she is brushing her teeth leh!!! ok. i am laming now. nothing to do la. tmr no need wear court shoe! cos it's my off day!! woohoo~

ok. here i am again. haha. was quite lost this week. haha. cos dunno what to do during my holidays. ok la. besides working and IMF.

Monday went for Levi's Journey to the BEST training. ahha. luckily there was Shengting. or else i will be bored to death mans. met her for breakfast that day and went for training together. nothing much happen except that i got a pencil for my present for some activities. PENCIL. haha.ok. went out with shengting and watch SNAKE ON THE PLANE. NICE! a very nice movie. exciting, thrilling, nice and nice. both of us were like curling up our legs while watching the movie. haha. went to shop around in search of a tamagotchi. yea. it's tamagotchi. haha.

went for training on tues but it's not levi's training. it's IMF training at suntec. was posted to room service segment. haha. the training was fruitful la.. but quite boring. haha. went to buy my tamagotchi at suntec after work. and shop around marina. my tamagotchi's name is MILO! haha. yea! AND SHE IS A GIRL. kk's one is a girl too. but her name is ZIOD. strange name. but ok la. unique ma.

wednesday. boring day. wanted to work. but it's too last minute. so stayed at home and slack. ate and sleep. sleep wake up and eat again. and watch abit tv and sleep again. haha.

thrusday. ok finally i got sth to do. haa. wanted to cook dinner for myself. so asked rong to pei me go buy some ingredients. but in the end we went to paya lebar to eat brunch and shop around popular and THIS FASHION. then went to ntuc to buy my ingredients. wanted to go home and prepare. but was persuaded by rong and her mei mei to go to their house. since it's been some time i visit their home.haha. so i went to her house and eat. ok. sorry. eat again.haa. we ate moo moo ice cream, and that rong still cook some cocktail sausage for me la. haha. and ate Kinder breuno. haha. shit. all fatty stuffs. watch Sheng Qing Mi Ma (Silence) with her laptop. haolian lor. got APPLE laptop. haha. while waiting for the show to load.. we took some really stupid photos. but to protect my good friend. i decide to paste only my pictures here. hahaha.

Ugly la. haha. so funny !

FRIDAY and SATURDAY,which is today. IMF training. sianz. haha. repeat and repeat. but i know it's ALL for my own good la. haha.

hais. my big forehead. :(